Archive for June, 2014

Clair De Lune

Posted: June 26, 2014 in Uncategorized

I am completely obsessed.

Aquarius Horoscope for week of June 26, 2014

Aquarius (January 20-February 19)
This is a good time to risk a small leap of faith, but not a sprawling vault over a yawning abyss. Feel free and easy about exploring the outer borders of familiar territory, but be cautious about the prospect of wandering into the deep, dark unknown. Be willing to entertain stimulating new ideas but not cracked notions that have little evidence to back them up. Your task is to shake up the status quo just enough to invigorate everyone’s emotional intelligence, even as you take care not to unleash an upheaval that makes everyone crazy.

Szakowtski

Posted: June 25, 2014 in Uncategorized

Szakowtski

He was the only one who loved Swiffer as much as I did.
Miss ya kid. Hope where ever you are now is better than here.

“Play Crack The Sky”

Posted: June 25, 2014 in Uncategorized

We sent out the SOS call.
It was a quarter past four in the morning when the storm broke our second anchor line.
Four months at sea, four months of calm seas to be pounded in the shallows off the tip of Montauk Point.
They call them rogues, they travel fast and alone.
One-hundred-foot faces of God’s good ocean gone wrong.
What they call love is a risk, cause you will always get hit out of nowhere by some wave and end up on your own.
The hole in the hull defied the crews attempts to bail us out.
And flooded the engines and radio and half buried bow.
Your tongue is a rudder.
It steers the whole ship.
Sends your words past your lips or keeps them safe behind your teeth.
But the wrong words will strand you.
Come off course while you sleep.
Sweep your boat out to sea or dashed to bits on the reef.
The vessel groans the ocean pressures its frame.
To the port I see the lighthouse through the sleet and rain.
And I wish for one more day to give my love and repay debts.
But the morning finds our bodies washed up thirty miles west.
They say that the captain stays fast with the ship through still and storm.
But this ain’t the Dakota, and the water is cold.
We won’t have to fight for long.
This is the end.
This story’s old but it goes on and on until we disappear.
Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathed while you were underneath.
I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea.
I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean.
I know that this is what you want.
A funeral keeps both of us apart.
You know that you are not alone.
Need you like water in my lungs.
This is the end.

SHINE ON

Posted: June 23, 2014 in Uncategorized

SHINE ON

Fun With Post Its

Posted: June 20, 2014 in Uncategorized

Fun With Post Its

Came into work to find this on my computer.
Drawn by mystery co-worker. Thanks for the early morning pick me up who ever you are.
Please know you have brightened up my day

Drawn Memories

Posted: June 19, 2014 in Uncategorized

Drawn Memories

It’s weird when you find something you made years ago and it can actually make you feel exactly the way you did when you originally made it. Found this the other day and i could actually hear that heart beating in my ears.

Beats in my heart

Posted: June 14, 2014 in Uncategorized

I heard this song for the first time while i was at work. I was in a fog and this song woke me up and reminded me to breathe. It rolled out of my cheap computer speakers and the chaos around me faded away.
When i put on my headphones i couldn’t help but repeat it over and over.
This is one of those songs that got deep inside me and fit into an empty space that needed to be filled.
When i imagine what it looks like inside my body i see all the songs that have been absorbed through my skin. Music notes are jammed in places like corks in a bottle and lyrics rush through my veins and circulate throughout my body like blood.

Once they get inside i will never let them go. They belong there. It’s like finding something  I lost I never knew I had in the first place. Theres nothing better than finding exactly what your looking for when your actually not looking for it at all.

Tool – Lateralus

Posted: June 11, 2014 in Uncategorized

By far my favorite Tool song, although there are many great tracks to choose from on any of their albums.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see there is so much more
and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I’m reaching up and reaching out,
I’m reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one’s been.
We’ll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one’s been.

Spiral out. Keep going, going…